Posts

Self-Aware ADHD or Meditating All the Time?

my current life phase is a living embodiment of the song  The Show by Lenka -  " ..i'm just a little girl lost in the moment, i'm so scared but i don't show it i can't figure it out, it's bringing me down i know, i've got to let it go. ." for the first time in my life, i am able to just be without worrying much, beating myself up or feeling guilty. i judge myself as worthless, but i don't feel miserable about it. i have so much better control over negative emotions now (pats meself on the back). i feel good about being able to get by. i live each day at a time, and everyday my mind is different. i wake up with the thought of doing thing X and end up doing thing Y, Z or maybe nothing at all. but important is the fact that i am fine being this way for now. my mind runs. it runs in different directions. it runs in different directions at the same time. i can see that happening most of the times. either it is self-aware ADHD or i live in a meditative ...
Post a Comment
Read more

Clickbait: Dream ADHD-ing

cannot make any sense of what my mental state is. how do i feel? - don't know how to describe this, don't know what this is.  apathy. laziness. don't want to get out of bed. don't know what to do.  why am i even writing all of this?
Post a Comment
Read more

Pilot: <"Hello World">

hey there!  this is my first blog here.  i am.. well, you can call me 'naadiee'. according to google search, nadie (pronounced 'nah-dyeh') apparently translates to 'nobody' in Spanish, and i intend for it to mean nobody. happy to be called naadiee (stylised to be personalised. it is cool -->> to me *o*). i am 26 years old, and i doubt if you already opine that i may be older to be expressing in this way which is kind-ahf cliched. on appending more thought to that chain, i settle at me opining that way, because if i am apprehensive about me being 'seen' in a certain way, then a perspective of me sees myself in that way.  i am currently watching 'Community' - totally recommend it to everyone who has a liking for light-hearted and goofily funny content. this is the first sitcom ever to have me cracking up this much and i have watched some 7-8 of them (not keeping a serious score pfftt). so either the show is genuinely humourous or my sense of ...
Post a Comment
Read more