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hey there! 

this is my first blog here. 

i am.. well, you can call me 'naadiee'. according to google search, nadie (pronounced 'nah-dyeh') apparently translates to 'nobody' in Spanish, and i intend for it to mean nobody. happy to be called naadiee (stylised to be personalised. it is cool -->> to me *o*). i am 26 years old, and i doubt if you already opine that i may be older to be expressing in this way which is kind-ahf cliched. on appending more thought to that chain, i settle at me opining that way, because if i am apprehensive about me being 'seen' in a certain way, then a perspective of me sees myself in that way. 

i am currently watching 'Community' - totally recommend it to everyone who has a liking for light-hearted and goofily funny content. this is the first sitcom ever to have me cracking up this much and i have watched some 7-8 of them (not keeping a serious score pfftt). so either the show is genuinely humourous or my sense of humour (currently - v impotant to be emphasised. change is the constant pals) is below the pop culture judgement of the show. i am having a good time with binge watching. i hardly do that, beacuse i am hardly interested but currently (emphasised) i am. 

the show triggred me to write this, to express that i have a repressed or suppressed (whichever is more apt) desire to be a part of a group of people substantially tight with each other. to state more simply - a group of friends. i have never had one. umm.. okay.. i did have a group of friends back in school for like a year or two at best, but it got disintegrated without much hitch. hence, i do not consider it to be a real-friends group. besides, we were only in class 8 when it happened which strengthens my conclusion. 

haaahh! wasn't so difficult saying it out, especially when i am ah-no-name-ous. i have never felt that i belonged anywhere or with anyone. not saying that i am not to be held responsible but only partly. if your interest could be sustained till this point, and if you resonated with this, and if you're interested in sharing, or simply want to give me a high-five, i would be looking out at the comments section for you.

"...and in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night!" - reiterated. 

:)